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FreeYou were my hero. You were my best friend. And that was a feeling I never wanted to end. You were there when I was couragious and strong.
But you were there when I was lame and wrong. You stood by my side with whatever I did.
You defended me while I was a chicken and hid. You were the perfect guy for me it was easy to see. Something in the end just didn't seem right. You weren't the guy I knew anymore even though we talked every night. It didn't matter anymore. You didn't care.
But it did to me. My heart began to tear. You broke it. Something I never thought you' Free
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Never Got the Second ChanceYou did not give me a chance to let you know how I felt You distracted me with your eyes
that made everything melt I wanted to tell you how much you meant to me Wanted to hold you, feel you
and make you see What it truly means
to open up to someone But I guess you did not want that and now I am left with no one Now I laugh and smile telling myself
that I will be fine Putting on an act pretending I do not care
that you are no longer mine Deep down inside I ache for you Hoping that just maybe you want me too Staring at nothing wonder Never Got the Second Chance
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I am impossible I guessHeartbroken once again, now I am my only friend.
Sticks and stones won't break my bones but this pain will never end. I gave up my happiness
for something that doesn't exist. Getting more of something you have is not possible to persist. I always said I wanted someone to be here for me all the time, but I don't even deserve a man who commited the worst crime. Perfection doesn't exist, I've learned that from my mistakes. I've struggled to find myself. Betrayed myself and him to every note and every word. I tried to paint a perfect picture &n I am impossible I guess
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the old usThat night when I was broken I woke you up to hear your voice. So badly did I need your comfort
because of my senseless choice. I've been so unhappy for so long that even my new habits can't repair. All the things you used to help me with now just cause more despair. Now when I am suffering
I don't tell anyone what I'm going through. I am too scared of chasing them away just like how I lost you. There have been so many changes, so many people are in and out of my life. All of them were people that I loved, who I thought didn't conceal any strife. the old us
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Fri May 22, 2009, 1:09 PM

100 Things you may not know about me!
1. My middle name is Florence
2. I've never been on a trampoline
3. I might be just a tad bit lame
4. I have a dog
5. I had a mouse, but he died (his name was Mr. Jingles)
6. I have a fetish for noses
7. Kennedy is my idol
8. I hate yellow skittles
9. House MD is my favorite show in the whole wide world!!
10. I have an unhealthy obsession with the show Scarred
11. Teddy grams are my love!
12. I love the song smile by Charlie Chaplin
13. He is also my idol
14. I hate stupid wannabes
15. I cry when i watch sad movies
16. Cast Away in my opinion is the dumbest movie in the whole world!!!
17. I aspire to see every horror film ever made
19. My favorite movies are 30 Days of Night, and Edward Scissorhands
20. I also like Wanted, The Saw movies, and .REC (Spanish Movie)
21. I aspire to be what ever i want at the time
22. Me and Jaczee are going to adopto a hamster over the summer
23. And if that doesn't work out.....well then that will suck
24. I change my favorite band like every week
25. I used to love MCR to the point where people thought i was crazy
26. It died down now
27. I still love Mikey Way!
28. I love techno metal
29. I still listen to true punk
30. Vampires and Zombies are the shiz!
31. I went to a boobapoloza
32. My most used word is probably crap
33. then ahh yeah
34. I think family guy is one of the funniest shows
35. And Futurama
36. Basically anything on Adult Swim
37. Jackass makes me laugh uncontrolably
38. I think Bam Margera is hott with sunglasses on.
39. I worship Dr. Zoidberg
40. I'm sure by this point people are just like 'what?!?!'
41. I love God! and im aspiring to be a better christian
42. My Preist got arrested for being at a nude beach and fondleing himself in public.
43. Thinking about Death scares me.
44. I ruined my microwave cause i screwed up making 'Easy Mac-n-cheese' (who does that?!)
45. My house was on fire before
46. I support the new found hippie movement
47. sleepovers are my favorite
48. I hate limba beans
49. I gag when i see other people gag even if its fake
50. I get straight A's pssssh right
51. I like to think i have common sense most of the time
52. I love coffee!!!!!!!!!!!!!
53. Dunkin Donuts is my 2nd home
54. I knew somone who liked Twilight before it was cool
55. I like to pretend that im good at the robot
56. I also like the time 8:00 IDK why!?
57. I hate febreeze with a passion!
58. I like being a ninja in 'The Home Depot'
59. When people stare at me i do the robot
60. i think i have a terrible life but dont really
61. i hurt myself on purpose sometimes but its super funny
62. don't listen to anything i just said above it's a secret
63. I plan out people's death's in my head...i know woah weird
64. I thought about coming into school in a banana costume
65. just so ya know i would never do that okay!!
66. I love to mosh, well what i call it, it looks more like a seizure
67. My brithday is well i honestly dont know
68. I'm really random, but shy when you first meet me
69. hahaha 69...
70. I hate labels
71. espeaically when people label themselves
72. my friends frog spongebob just had a baby!
73. its name is butterscotch
74. Omg...i'm an aunt...im soooo old!
75. I don't wanna grow up
76. I love Disney movies
77. I love the talking on the phone late into the night
78. I like to make perverted jokes
79. My friends are hilarious
80. Shout out: BRI KEEN, KYMEE MARKLEY, FANNY BROWN!
81. I freakin love the show 'friends'
82. I've never seen 'Survivor' i think its dumb
83. I'm a cough drop adict
84. I know which ones to buy and i'm bassically immune to them
85. Popiscles are the shiz
86. Mountain Dew gives me scary dreams
87. I remember all my dreams
88. One of my dreams was about another holicaust in a theme park
89. I can read peoples minds!!!!
90. Not really....
91. I hate/love soft pretzels
92. I call people negros all the time
93. i like acting black
94. I like to thrust people when their backs are turned
95. It's all about the bitchez and beatdownz homey!
96. I hate posers!
97. I love to dance like an idiot when everyone is looking
98. My friends are embarassed of me sometimes
99. I can't spell worth a crap
100. i hate saying good-bye

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